Ahhhh.... refreshed! Went to my brothers to spend a few day with his awesome family! Seeing my neice and nephew I think really helped with the loss I felt after the miscarriage. Also watching them parenting helped me reinforce the fact that I need to be much healthier before I can even think about trying to get pregnaunt again. I mostly caught up on my daily reading which had also fallen several weeks behind after everything I had went through emotionally and physically this last month. I hope to return home with this same feeling of calmness while dealing with my own children and their struggles. I look forward to seeing my best friend and confidaunt (sp) the same man who lovingly packed me up and saw me to the airport knowing that meant dealing with the daily grind at our house (ie the kids behaviors) all by himself. I love you honey and look forward to seeing you. I also look forward to a revitalized study of the scripture and realationship with God and bring that all to you. Thank you for bearing with me during this time... I also realize not only for myself but for my readers an everyday blog might be a little hard to keep up with... so I will continue to write often... but not everyday.
Oh yeah! My note on stress... yeah I've seen my share in my life... in fact I have noticed that some of us tend to stress over needless things... like being stressed to begin with. I was nervous about my flight... I have never flown since an adult and as a child I don't remember it I was 6. I was stressed out that I was going to have a panick attack and anxiety while on the plane... are u kidding me? My brother got the irony right away... I was nervous about being nervous! Remember give it all the God!
AGAPE
Heather Weatherman
My grandma, pictured here with me while she was still alive, is the most Godly woman I have ever known. Always has been my inspiration and embodyment of who I want to be... in that light I want to share my steps to becoming closer to my God the Father and Savior. I am in no way shape or form perfect as you will come to know... this is a growth process. In God's Love... Heather Weatherman
On a side note I did say I was going to try to manage my health much better. Thanx to this trip and my brother and sister out in minnesota I have been able to detox. That's right... not from drugs or alcohol but from the poisons put in my body through my eating habbits. I have dropped my soda and lowered my caffiene intake over all. I have decided for myself to try a vegetarian diet/lifestyle. Hey I like veggies =)
ReplyDeleteObviously the best way to eat since that was God's original plan! You go girl!
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