It has been quite a year for me... opening my eyes to more of an insight into God's Love. I have always been a believer, but have grown to know Him on a more personal level. I hope to learn and grow and provide personal ministry while hoping my life, which is not perfect in any means can be helpful to others as they journey on their path...

Friday, August 27, 2010

Ever have a Day?

Ever have a day?.... I will say no more... my husband, Lord blessed me with him (well... you know every marriage has its day and neither one of us is easy to live with) But today he was such a gem. Sometimes people can be hard to deal with and sometimes we get angry and hurt, some times we don't feel  like we are heard. He let me rant and rave after having that sort of a day with someone else. And then listend a I built that person up and talked about how I understand that they have so much going on in their life and I understand completely the difficulty they face. Yes it was an emotional roller coaster. A very looong day by noon for sure. I did get a very nice day with my daughter friend and husband having a late birthday dinner for me at a reasturant I had been wanting to try for a long time. However immediatly following found out my landlord will be here in the morning to come into our house... and as much as I cleaned it before the kids came home from their summer up north well it got built up again this week.... plus the carpet needs to be cleaned and I had already planned on renting a rug doctor this ext weekend anyways.... alas from 9pm till 9am I have to clean the carpet upstairs. I say all this (its 30 til midnight and I haven't even started the carpet) I say all this because its been a very very long draining day... and the thing that kept me absolutely driven is this right here. I looked forward to my blog to do what I hope is giving glory to God. And loking at scriptures I have discovered what has made it so...

1Jn 4:12-15 No man hath seen God at any time. If we love one another, God dwelleth in us, and his love is perfected in us. Hereby know we that we dwell in him, and he in us, because he hath given us of his Spirit. And we have seen and do testify that the Father sent the Son to be the Saviour of the world. Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God dwelleth in him, and he in God.

I abide in God, yes I know I may forget Him throughout the day... and although He is waiting for me I am not always in Him. We again all sin and fall short of the glory of God... but since deciding to do this ministry remember so much better. (I have to insert here, yesturday when I typed this post remember I stated it was shortly before midnight, a friend realized I had not made myself too clear here... when we thru Jesus Christ except the Mercy, Love and Grace from our Heavenly Feather we are completely covered in His Grace. The point I was trying to make here is that we are covered by Grace and that it is my duty to share that with others. By saying I am not always in Him I didn't mean it like it sounded. Remember that horrible song that went something like this, "I got my mind on my money and my money on my mind" W my point was that we don't always have our Lord on our mind... sometimes it's replaced by money, or work, or family troubles, bills, a whole lot can occupy that spot that the Lord should hold. We all do this... my point was that even when we slip in life and begin to doubt  or become negative and when we aren't always showing the strongest of examples, when we even let words fly that shouldn't the things we may do that others might look and say we are hypocrites... when we are human and make mistakes mostly not on purpose, or without thinking them through.... Our Lord is hold onto us still. His Grace covers Our weaknesses... I hope I made this more clear, if not we_R_happy2gether@hotmail.com thankyou =) I realize that I have an example I need to set and leave as my grandma did for me, I must do for others. We see many examples...

1Pe 5:12 By Silvanus, a faithful brother unto you, as I suppose, I have written briefly, exhorting, and testifying that this is the true grace of God wherein ye stand.


testifying that this is the true grace of God!!!! Yes His Grace as he abides in us... we are not worthy of this gift, of His love, of His presence... but there it is. Freely given if we will except it... and once you have how could you not but share it with others?

1Jn 5:10 - 11 He that believeth on the Son of God hath the witness in himself: he that believeth not God hath made him a liar; because he believeth not the record that God gave of his Son. And this is the record, that God hath given to us eternal life, and this life is in his Son.

How do I keep this good news to myself? How do I go through life being stingy and not freely give what was given to me? I am blessed to know that I can follow such an example such as Paul? The chief among all sinners? Who brought the gosple to thousands who would not have known Jesus and Him crucified?

1Co 2:1 And I, brethren, when I came to you, came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, declaring unto you the testimony of God.


Definantly not comparing myself with his excellant ministry, but following his example I hope to also come not with such wisdom or power of speech... merely with Love and a desire to be with fellow christians and to help encourage others along there path. I am blessed by any whom will share this journey with me... blessed to be a part of your life... blessed to feel that maybe I can make a differance... or atleast believe that I do enough to want to come back day after day no matter how looooong my day may have been.

AGAPE
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btw... I woulda put a link to The Bucket's singing this song... unfortunatly their is none as far as I know or could find... they do this song tremendously well, and everytime I hear it... it fills me with peace and is a prayer, between my Lord and me.

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