repenting and doing the first works

1Co 2:1-5 And I, having come unto you, brethren, came--not in superiority of discourse or wisdom--declaring to you the testimony of God, for I decided not to know any thing among you, except Jesus Christ, and him crucified; and I, in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling, was with you;  and my word and my preaching was not in persuasive words of human wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power-- that your faith may not be in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.I felt unworthy to spread the word... I have felt unworthy of His Love... I know better... but we are human and have human emotions. Thank goodness He never gives up on us. I will restart my blog... I will continue to try daily to go to Him in prayer and study. I do not write my blog as Paul has said in superiority and agree as I have said before with Paul that all I know is Jesus and Him crucified. Lord I am coming to you asking you to strengthen my faith for I have been weak. Much has happened in my life and you know my struggles and my weaknesses. I know the devil has been hard at work in my life, but even though I slip and he may win little battles along the way in my life he will not win the war!

I stopped writing the blog, I stopped studying, I've missed a few more services than I needed to. I still am very weak but I know in order to get strong I have to start doing the things that were keeping me strong before.
Rev 2:4-5 Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love. Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent.
To everyone my God watch over you and guide your steps. I love you all and am sorry I stopped using this site to minister and to study and to share and grow... please know I Love you all and Love my Lord and I will return to do the first works... in other words I will do what I know to be true until the Lord has filled my heart to capacity again and overflowing with joy and Love in abundance. Please pray for me and I will continue to pray that this may be a blessings to others... even if I don't know whom I may be able to reach or to whom I am sending my testimony.